hiatus gone?
January 19, 2010
it’s definitely been more than a little while since i’ve scribbled random ramblings of my very monotonous life over here. but i guess, it’s always better late than never.
so 2009 has finally drawn to a close and it’s another year gone by in another blink of an eye.
recent happenings:
- i graduated. *applause please*
- i have left america, my second home.
- i am back in malaysia
- and i think i’ve eaten enough Malaysian food in a week to last someone normal a month.
coming back to the motherland certainly brings back memories. seeing old friends and having dinner with them tonight (with interesting conversations) sparked more memories too. but memories are just memories; nothing more, nothing less.
i’ve been pondering opening up and sending someone a heartfelt message. someone special, someone close, someone i miss dearly. it seems the story of my life that my feelings for people decide to grow as i’m about to leave a place and i guess quite possibly the same has happened. but then again, i’ve left and is there any need to really speak it up and let it out?
maybe it’s just an issue of closure. yeah, i think that’s what it is. it’s probably a matter of closing another chapter in my life that will now forever more exist in a part of my mind as memories. fond fond memories of people, of places and of events. memories of times where i wish i could have done things differently and memories of people i could have tried to know better and change certain events that happened.
but with closure, comes the opening and start of a new chapter as well. what beckons in the year 2010. a new decade, a new year, a new beginning with old acquaintances and old memories.
i might keep you updated. or i might not.
somehow, i’ve kinda lost the will to type much. haha. but most of the readers are already gone anyway. maybe those who stay will read of my darkest secrets here now. =)
